Unrequited love, but in this case the self destructive love the addict has for his/her pharmaceutical mistress.
lyrics
Dark thoughts swirl around my mind, think I'm going insane
To a life in the shadows condemned
I dreamt of sunshine and flowers not anguish and pain
The day you became my only friend
I'm looking through my blue window
There's only darkness in my room
I'm craving for my next rainbow
That ray of light that casts aside this gloom
Life for me was rich, I had it all, but I still wanted more
Thrills that were bigger and greater
You promised excitement and serenity, from that same score
Credit now but the your invoice came later
Chorus
You shattered my whole world, and took control of my mind
Raised me up then crashed me down low,
This suffering goes on and on, for every day I find,
My need for you continues to grow
Chorus
I loathe you, you can't hold me, I have to break free
Let me go! Yet I need you to stay
For I know deep down inside, you're slowly killing me
No tomorrow so I'll still love you today.
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